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[Saturday
January 22nd, 2005 at 6:56pm]
i made a new lj username, add me

Diamond__Eyes
You don't recover from a night like this

[Saturday
January 22nd, 2005 at 6:42pm]
[ mood | worried ]

she's dying, reggie is dying.
she's sufficating.
i cant even look at her without wanting to break into tears at that moment.
i saw a tear coming down my dads face earlier and i lost it.
im losing it now.
i cant take any more shit going wrong right now.
i want to go back to fla so bad now.
i swear to god if she dies im going off the deepend.
im gonna flip out and kill something.

You don't recover from a night like this

[Friday
January 21st, 2005 at 3:38pm]
[ mood | distressed ]
[ music | almost ]

i cant describe what u mean to me.
ur the main reason i've survived this long.
i love you like u were my own blood.
im sorry that im not there when u need me most.
im sorry that i cant be there for you.
cause u know if i could, i would be there in a heartbeat.
you're the most glamorous person i know.
probably the funniest,
and you've always seemed to be there for me.
and knowing that i cant be there for you hurts me more than anything in the world.
i would die for you.
and if u die, i will too.
you're my best friend, my heart, and my hero.




<3333

1 saved themselvesYou don't recover from a night like this

[Thursday
January 20th, 2005 at 3:33pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

theres no way.
it cant be.
it will NEVER happen again.
i shall always deny it.
ill never admit it this time.






atleast out loud, i wont say im in love.

1 saved themselvesYou don't recover from a night like this

[Wednesday
January 19th, 2005 at 7:19pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | right now ]

obviously there's some tension going on that i dont know about.
i dont know what to say about i though,
this has been a horrible day for not just me obviously.
i would have killed somebody if it werent for me getting my lisence.
i get to drive to school tomorrow :)

omg i just wish all drama would fucking stop.
there's no use in it other than pissing eachother off,
or taking ur anger out on someone that doesnt really deserve it.
its all it is, drama, and it will be over by next week...
so dont worry too much about it.

i need to call some people..
im out.
<33333

2 saved themselvesYou don't recover from a night like this

[Tuesday
January 18th, 2005 at 6:27pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

i just want to live where love is free...



can u take me there?



i hope this night will last forever.

You don't recover from a night like this

[Tuesday
January 18th, 2005 at 5:23pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | ill be ]

i had an interesting day today...
i had "semi-fun" at school wasnt completely worthless.

my day so far )

2 saved themselvesYou don't recover from a night like this

[Monday
January 17th, 2005 at 12:38pm]
[ mood | distressed ]
[ music | mocking bird ]

the DMV isnt open today...:(
now im sad that i cant get my lisence.
i dont know when we'll go...hopefully sometime this week.
my cold is going away...YAY
last night was soooo funny man..
me and rudy were in a chat with his other friends... they're very interesting people.
i found out some other "interesting"(if thats what u would call it) stuff last night that happened to my friends.
AaNnYyWwAaYySs
i might be getting my hair done..
im gonna get it dyed dark brown, and then blonde highlights in it... ;)
im happy... it just costs $60, and i have to pay for it... lol im half way there....

mannnn i dont want to go to school tomorrow.. thats not cool.
plus i have 2 tests when i wasnt even there, so i have no idea what they're over...
oh well, ill just fail, or they'll gimme another day, that would be cool.
ok im done..

like i always say,
toughin up lil soldier,
firm that upper lip,
what u cryin about?
u got me.

1 saved themselvesYou don't recover from a night like this

[Sunday
January 16th, 2005 at 10:08pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

this just goes to show u how incredibly boring this weekend has gone.
i dont want to go to school on tuesday!!!

my day was more boring than urs )

You don't recover from a night like this

[Sunday
January 16th, 2005 at 11:29am]
[ music | sunday mornings ]

having a cold effing blows.... :(
oh well, im just happy lj's back.
what would i do without u!?
prolly just sit in my corner in the fetal position. haha
anyways, nothing really going on here.
went to the mall yesterday, it was funny,
me and jeannae ditched adriel in victoria secret.. HAHA.
ok, everybody, PLEASE pray for me about tomorrow man, if i fail that damn drivers test, ill prolly piss myself, and never come out of my room again...lol
im so happy we have a three day weekend...
hopefully my cold will be mostly gone by tuesday...
and if its not, ill just infect everyone at my school...MUAHAHA.
ok...im done.



1 saved themselvesYou don't recover from a night like this

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